loneliness isolation depression and staying inside
been staying inside as much as i can because time with my thoughts is the only time that makes sense anymore. mostly i feel like things are conspiring against me and for me at the same time. not sure what the best way to deal with myself is but i have been using more of myself. as well as music from anime and video games. been watching a good amount of hunter x hunter.
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sometimes cartoons and animations are the only things i have to hang out with. that's okay though because normally they are pretty attentive and enjoyable to spend time with. unlike people, who will make you feel more lonely sometimes as time goes on and who cultivate isolation on a daily basis. i pass people every day on the subway and on the bus and no one looks at each other. no one talks about what books they are reading, what games they are playing on their phones, what they are going to do when they go back home, or what they wanted to be as a child.
we're an isolated depressed society and we lack ways to express the things we feel. sometimes it feels like the best thing to do is stay inside. sometimes it feels like the worst thing to do is stay inside. as a human we will never have the right answers, we will always be plagued with confusion and obsolescence.
shoutout to the guys over at IA for the inspiration-- the straight loneliness blog resource.
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